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4/29/2009 Today is the last day of the internshipStill a little sad since I have worked here for four months. Putting a lot of efforts as well as madking tons of mistakes. Yet the independent financial advisor retail market is somehow not a suitable place. The financial advisors are well-paid, some of them get $960,000 last year from EBIT. But I am not entering this professional market, I donnot want to stay in the office facing the screen all day long and only give investment advices generating high income for me. Surely they are high class people, have their pool and large patios backyards. M&A probably be a better choice for me--but even that is certainly a long path.
I got the NY Art internship next spring semester. Hopefully I can get one buyer assistant position and grasp the rope as soon as possible. Although the ladder is falling I am catching what I need for the future. Swine Flu sweeps US...I donnot eat pork, and I want to go home!
And I am on a diet daddy and mommy!hifive me. 3/12/2009 spring break '09beach at the condado plaza en el morro—the fortress built by the spaniards 500 yrs ago
los calles de Viejo San Juan night life Kayaking!!!!in the Bio-bay(luminiscent water)
in the rainforest rainforest beauty Yaxuan stalker in the rain forest(Lynn)
we are in the Baccardi factory Baccardi...! colorful Baccardi//////
1/20/2009 dumb periodno thoughts through,leave it blank and -concentrate.
Truth appears when everyone left.
12/12/2008 无语了。Men love from overlooking while women love from looking up. If love isa mountain, then if men go up, more women they will see while womenwill see fewer men. 12/11/2008 沈复与胡兰成。。。再次看完卷四“浪游记快”，我忽然觉得他与几百年后的胡兰成有几分相似。这一卷前后写的都是他去粤东游山玩水之游记，中间却莫名夹杂了一长段寻欢文字。说的是沈三白跟着妹夫秀峰去了几次妓场，但嫌南蛮女子粗陋，去了几次始终“兴趣索然”。后来回到杨帮妓船挑选，终于“余择一雏年者，身材状貌有类余妇芸娘，而足极尖细，名喜儿。” 找了个貌似芸娘的，大约是表达自己痴情之意吧。这样的句子还在他和喜儿幽会时出现过：“惜余妇芸娘不能偕游至此。”突然笔峰一转，又说：“回顾喜儿，月下依稀相似，因挽之下台，息烛而卧。” 就是这样，沈公子还不忘表现他的专一之情。他说：“秀峰今翠明红，俗谓之跳槽，甚至一招两妓；余则惟喜儿一人。”真是让人可气又好笑。 后面还大篇地描述了自己的儒雅风范，说是欢场女子时常遇人不淑，常受折磨。而他——沈三白对喜儿却是“或小酌于平台，或清谈于寮内，不令唱歌，不强多饮，温存体恤，一艇怡然，邻妓皆羡之。”而且众妓“有空闲无客者，知余在寮，必来相访。”生生把自己描述成了一位人见人爱的君子，颇有些沾沾自喜之意，这一点真像胡兰成的笔调啊。 沈复夫妇除了受到“封建礼教的压迫”，还受到“贫困生活的煎熬”，才“终至理想破灭”。贫困生活倒是文中处处看得出来，沈复一生清贫，处处借债，甚至长年借住在朋友家中。可他在粤东寻欢就“余四月在彼处，共费百余金。”，比较鸨儿让他纳喜为妾的费用五百金，可知一百金也应算是一笔不小的费用，那他还经什么商，带什么钱回家呢？且口口声声思念芸娘，却寻欢一去就四个月。最后家贫如洗，不得不把十四岁的女儿给“懦弱无能”的表兄之子做了童媳，又把十二岁的儿子交予商人做学徒，自己与芸娘逃债远遁，在荒村中艰难为生。实在是让人叹息。之前羡慕此二人的琴瑟和谐，但近日突然悟三白之污鄙，又再叹息芸娘这样的浪漫女子红颜薄命，一点杂记，聊以自娱. 11/28/2008 胡言亂語的thanksgivingRo城的雪越來越大了。今年的Thanksgiving沒有風風火火的旅程和轟轟烈烈的賬單。就這么呆呆地看著雪，看它們一片片落地，心想這竟是第3年冬天了。
感恩節的感謝少不了，我打了電話給爸媽，祝福在遠方的他們都健康
 。純粹的學習生活再過一年也許就要結束，好多朋友明年也要畢業離開，我也很想說出感謝同甘共苦的話…… 昨天晚上和pearl wong小姐一起煮了黑椒牛和炒青菜，之后的甜品是新鮮木瓜加酸奶。wong小姐稱贊我做菜其實不錯，那一瞬間我突然很想哭。
從那個大大咧咧男生氣，誓言闖蕩江湖的女孩子變成現在的每天想著下一頓做什么菜的小女生，我改變了嘛？
我看著桌上的cfa，一陣惡心。我不能再任性地對爸媽說我不喜歡我不要學，我還是要學。我也要賺錢，賺很多很多錢，讓我可以把生活過的很美。
下午我想去wegmans買花，送給自己。然后一個人看一場電影。
回到家后再復習。
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